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A tortured genius moves from poetry to rap
Ren Gill is a hip-hop/rap artist who is unusual in that he is also a classically trained musician who plays guitar, bass guitar, and piano. In my view, he’s also a genius. If you know his work, I suspect that you likely agree with my assessment. If not, allow me to explain.
Ren was born and raised in Wales. He became obsessed with music when his Dad gave him a guitar at the age of 10. His music education and career were repeatedly interrupted by medical problems. He spent much of his 20s in bed, feeling hopeless and miserable, which he describes as a tortuous experience that left him with PTSD. He was later diagnosed with Lyme disease, which he says continues to plague him in the form of autoimmune problems, digestive problems, and crippling emotional problems. Another significant setback was the suicide of a close friend, which affected him deeply. Ren continues to struggle with his health and is currently in Mexico receiving experimental treatments.
Listening to the lyrics of his music, I think he’s a smoking genius. Just out of sight brilliant. He also had emotional problems, even in his youth. He heard voices in his head throughout his childhood. He says that even at the time, he didn’t understand how these voices came from within him, but he seemed to have no input in what they said. And everything they said was negative and critical. He would sometimes scream back at the voices, in his head. In addition to these auditory hallucinations, he’s had occasional visual hallucinations. So Lyme disease may not have helped, and his friend’s suicide may not have helped, but he’s clearly had emotional problems for most of his life. Which is tragic. But he has used his struggles as inspiration for some remarkable music.